Hi all,
I was 17 years old when a friend of my mom's asked me for prayer concerning nightmares she was having. That was 1975 in the days
of the charismatic renewal, when the Holy Spirit was being experienced
in the denominational churches but there weren't yet any independent
charismatic churches. As a result there were many home based "prayer
& praise" meetings and Bible studies attended by anyone who had been
baptized with the Holy Spirit or was curious about it, because the people in the pews knew more than their priests and pastors about the Holy Spirit at that point.
That
is why my mom's 45 year old friend felt comfortable asking teenage me
for prayer for her nightmares. As soon as I laid hands on her head and
started praying I saw what I would call a 'closed vision', meaning when
my eyes were closed I could see
the vision, but when my eyes were open I couldn't. An open vision is
when your eyes are open and you are 'in the Spirit' as John called it in Revelation 1:10
and 4:2, where everything disappears and you are in the Lord's realm,
or your eyes are open and you see the natural world AND the spiritual
world almost as an overlay (that is by far the most common one I have).
This
wasn't that however. When my eyes were shut a scene played out before
me. When my eyes were open I was in the natural realm like normal. The
vision was of an event that happened to her when she was about 7 years
old, which she acknowledged through tears as I described what I was
seeing. I then prayed for her and the Lord touched her and completely
healed the memory of that event, and she reported a couple weeks later
she'd had no more nightmares since that time of prayer with me.
Balance
Most
of the ministries that advertise themselves as 'inner healing'
ministries focus to one degree or another on a supernatural touch from
the Lord to take away memories of past pain such as I describe above. If
not that, then it is often deliverance from demons focused or about
past generations as the blame for why that person is plagued by x problem or memory.
What we see in scripture is practical
walk-it-out-yourself steps a person takes to regain emotional or mental
health after a touch or revelation from the Lord. I started talking
about the prophecy of Messiah from Isaiah 42:1-4 which says in part that
Messiah will not break a bruised reed, and won't fail nor be
discouraged until He has set righteousness in their lives - that is what
we've seen in scripture.
There
are times when the Lord will provide a word of knowledge about a past
event and touch the person concerning that event, but even when that
happens a person must 'walk out their salvation' to see His
righteousness in their lives, meaning they have to rebuild their
emotions and thoughts in a healthy (God's) way. The person who was
abused by say, their father when they were a child, can be touched by
the Lord about a particularly painful event with him, but when they see
their father every week they still must apply that touch from the Lord
to their relationship with him in order to see God's righteousness in that relationship and in their own emotions and thoughts.
Most
certainly the woman at the well received a touch from the Lord when He
told her 'everything I ever did', but then she still had to go back into
that city and live her life. The man who had the Legion cast out, who
wanted to run away with the Lord in his new life in Christ, was instead
told by the Lord to go back to his home and friends and tell them what
great things the Lord had done for him. The woman in adultery was
commanded to sin no more but to go and rebuild her life. They had to
walk out that touch from the Lord they received.
Did the chicken cross the road or did the road pass beneath the chicken's feet?
The
people we've covered in this series had known issues - multiple
relationships, demons in them, and so on. But one aspect of emotional
healing we didn't cover concerns the unknown-to-the-person need for
emotional healing. This is the person who thinks they are fine, unaware
their priorities in life which they think are in line with God, are
really not.
The
rich young ruler is such a case. When the need for emotional health
isn't obvious like a woman caught in the act of adultery or a man
with multiple demons, or a woman who has lived through multiple
marriages, relationships and sexual partners, how does the Lord bring
that person into emotional health?
Once
again we see the Lord brings a person to the point they must make a
decision for health and a rearrangement of their life. In Matthew
19:16-22 the Rich Young Ruler comes to Jesus saying, 'Good Master, what
must I do to have eternal life?'
Immediately
Jesus stops him and asks, "Why are you calling me good?" We read the
verse without stopping, forgetting this was a real conversation, filled
with pauses, reflection, and deep thought before each response. The man
had just called Jesus 'good', to which Jesus replied, "There is no one
who is good but God, so why are you calling me good?"
In
other words young man, by calling me "Good Master" and knowing there is
none good but God, are you therefore calling me God?" That was Jesus'
question back to him - that was the big issue to his question, what must
he do to have eternal life? We know it is believing in Jesus, but the
young man may have just been trying to be polite calling Him 'good
master' - Jesus used the moment to zero in on the issue: Do you believe I
am God?
Here is where the road is passing beneath his feet
The
man's need for an emotional rearrangement wasn't apparent. By the
standards of the day, much like the 'Prosperity Movement' of 2 decades
ago he equated financial blessing with God's endorsement of him and his
lifestyle. Wrong. He was blessed not because God was blessing him for
being righteous, God was blessing him so that he might see it was not
his righteousness that brought him the blessings of wealth - God was
doing it because He couldn't reach him any other way. God was trying to
reach him through his idol of money and status, it wasn't an endorsement
of his spiritual life.
(We
see the same in the church at Laodicea in The Revelation 3:14-22 who
thought because they were rich and spiritual they needed nothing, but
the Lord told them in His eyes they were naked (not righteous - no robes
of righteousness) and blind and poor and wretched and miserable.)
No answer is the wrong answer, so Jesus tried another approach
Upon
not getting the honest response He sought, Jesus backs off and
approaches the same issue of who he believed Jesus was another way,
talking about the Commandments and if he wanted eternal life to sell all
he had and come be a disciple of Jesus. The man went away sad. The
conversation exposed his battle between money and status, and his desire
for eternal life. Upon seeing the ugliness of his own heart he backed
away rather than choosing to go through the ugliness of his sin and
emotional need to lay hold on eternal life.
It
is the same with people today - it is all about the exposing of our
heart, or our past decisions that put us where we are today, and then
making the right choice. There may be a touch from God here and there
along the way, but more often than not He simply gives us revelation
about our heart, shines His light on past mistakes, and then gives us
the opportunity to take a step in a new direction.
That
direction is towards emotional health, but it is not often the easy
choice. Usually it is the more difficult choice as we've seen with the
woman at the well who had to live in that city, with the woman in
adultery who had to go and sin no more and restore her life, with the
man who had Legion and had to go back to his home and friends.
The
difficult decision is very often the decision the Lord wants us to make
and empowers us to do so, but it is an act of faith, a step into
something new - emotional health. Healthy thoughts, healthy feelings,
healthy relationships - these are what renew the mind and rebuilds
lives. Even if there is a mighty touch from God along the way, you still
have to make right decisions, discipline yourself to right thoughts and
feelings - that is the only way to emotional health. It is the doer of
the Word, not the hearer only, that lives the blessed life.
New subject next week that is somewhat related, 'Controlling your emotions' - until then, blessings,
John Fenn
www.cwowi.org and email me at cwowi@aol.com
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